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TWELVE THIRTY-FIVE
02:32
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wonder why
why it hits me so bad
all morning w the same thought
performance calling hard
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she acts this way when she comes back
i've never really been there myself
when she tries to put it on me
i'll get her in the beautiful light
yeah
she'll wait forever on me to tie the knot
i won't even tie my shoes
walk on water in the crocs
feel like that one song it's too late to apologize
i'm the goat of giving up
but it's always been just cuz
wonder why
why it hits me so bad
all morning w the same thought
performance calling hard
i'm awake
but i still look asleep
wonder where i've been
too cozy in my bed
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she acts this way when she comes back
i've never really been there myself
when she tries to put it on me
i'll get her in the beautiful light
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BEAUTIFUL LIFE
02:44
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ALWAYS BEEN A BEAUTIFUL LIFE
NOT A CLOCK ON THE WALL
NOT A SHOT IN THE DARK
NOT CARING IS ART
YOU’LL ACT STRESSED TO FIT IN
YOUR AURA AT NIGHT
IS THAT BEAUTIFUL LITE
THE WORLD CAN BE YOURS NOW
YEAH YEAH FAKING IT FOR LONG
JUST MAKES ME SO TIRED
WORK YOURSELF UP HARD
IT’S EASIER TO FEEL BETTER
ALWAYS BEEN A BEAUTIFUL LIFE
NEVER OPENED YOUR EYES
NEVER SHOWN HOW IT WORKS
But YOU’LL FIND SOMEONE TO BLAME
IT’S TOUGH GOTTA SEE FOR YOURSELF
GOTTA GO OUT AND TRY
CALL IT GUESS AND CHECK
OR MAYBE LIVE AND LEARN
I’D RATHER LIVE THEN DIE
NOT STRESS BOUT TIME
THINK I’LL WRITE 10 SONGS
BEFORE I GO TO WORK
YOU’LL PROBABLY WRITE A REVIEW
CRY OVER BILLS
DOOR DASH SUM FOOD
SWIPE RIGHT ON TRISTAN
I REMEMBER WHEN LIFE COULD GET ME DOWN
AND EVEN OUT…
I FOUND HUMANITY TRAGIC AND CRUEL…
NOW I GUESS IT’S PRETTY COOL.
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CRYPTID LORE DEEP DIVE
02:12
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Yeah
You take all nite
And the Forest spirit dies
Left me wondering what we’ll do if we ever make it out
Like December gone underwater
Looking back at another winter
She never loved us
Never gave a fuck at all
Saying it’s all rite
Ain’t the same if it’s not all rite
Picture coming in clear
hands remain unclean
Static branches us closer
Kinda looks staged 2 me
No it wasn’t fake 2 me
No it was always true 2 me
Harder and harder now
Yeah it’s work 2 Save ourselves
Hunger from everyone
Left us in the dust
Living in the dirt
Crippled and unclean
Crimes with our love
Better stay alone
Saying it’s all rite
Ain’t the same if it’s not all rite
Picture coming in clear
hands remain unclean
Static branches us closer
Kinda looks staged 2 me
No it wasn’t fake 2 me
No it was always true 2 me
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HEALTHY PAPER VOMIT
02:18
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yeah yeah woah woah woah
in the sink
rolling on her back
no one's thought to set her upright again
"turn yr L's into lessons" ---
no i see str8 thru her..
won't apologize - lol same - let's go
wish u were real wish u were fake
are u out there?
behind the screen -
i am who i am - it's torture ,
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MELISSA LIMONCELLA
03:21
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FULL BLOOM IN FAKE HEAT
THE WAY I FIRST SAW U
REWATCH IT LIKE SOPRANOS (over and over)
LISTEN - IM TOO MUCH
I NEVER WANT 2 OPEN UP
BUT U GOT MY GUARD DOWN ON GOD (on God, on God)
I MAKE MUSIC I DONT MAKE SENSE
I MAKE MUSIC THEN I GO TO BED
IF IT FEELS WRONG THEN WE SHOULDN’T STRESS
I WAS AWAKE BURNING UP LIKE A CIGARETTE
MY LIFE IS CHARMED IT’S NOT LUCK HE CREATED THIS
WE ALL GLOW UP ONE DAY A MINT MELISSA
SWEAR THIS DAY
IT HITS LIKE PURGATORY
DON’T TELL ME ABOUT WORK
DON’T SAY: “GUESS WHO DIED?”
CONVINCED I STILL HAVE THAT BLACK HEART
BUT THAT DAY THRU THE SCREEN -
QUIT TELLING MYSELF I’M FINE ALONE
WE DON’T WANT TO CHANGE WE WANNA GROW
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SPELL ICUP
01:40
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poetry IRL
been besides myself
yeah - inside the mirror
reflecting it all away
too far - too soon don't do it
my patna telling me i'm foolish
i drink polar beer is cringey
i drink water wine is dorky
i played my music for this girl once
she told me it was chill and to pass the blunt
thinking about the future is stupid
wish everyone i love knew that
she told me i'm all she talks about
i told her i loved her out loud
when we talk God is listening
i put u way up there now yr taller than me
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SUCKER MELTDOWN
03:02
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STAY INSIDE PORTRAIT STYLE
RENTING “NOPE” AND “THE BLACK PHONE”
HUDDLED IN THE KITCHEN 4 WARMTH
CUDDLING WITH THE MOST LOATHSOME
SUMTIMES I SLIP
IN AND OUT
OF WANTING SUMONE HERE
THEN I JUST GET FRIED
YEAH I JUST GET HIGH
YEAH I’M SO HAPPY….
SAID: “I’M SO HAPPY I’M ALIVE”
IT TAKES MORE THAN TODAY
IT TAKES MORE THAN THE WORST DAY
I KNOW IT’S SO PAINFUL
THE WILL 2 KEEP GOING
AT THE END THERE’S GOTTA BE SOMETHING
SUMTIMES I GET SO HIGH THAT I SEE IT
I SEE IT
YEAH WHEN IT GETS DARK
AND SHIT CALMS DOWN
IN THE VOID
I PLAY HARD 2 GET
THE MISSION STATED:
SOFT AND STRAINED
YOU KEEP THEM CLOSE
WE’RE NOT THE SAME
BUT I WON’T COMPLAIN
BAD BITCH SHE BROKE MY BRAIN
SHE TALKS ON LIKE “LA DA DA”
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STYLE WIT IT
03:18
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yeah it's not new to me i've been on that
still haven't found your sound?
tutorial binge trying to figure out
feel like Fulci i'm beyond that
i'll hang out with my kindred
when the world ends they'll say i was goated
golly jean, our words won't mean a thing
anymore - when we're all saved
anymore - when she gives me love
it's been years, still writing that one song?
take my style i know you need it
golly jean, our words won't mean a thing
anymore - when we're all gone
anymore - when she gives me love
I NEED HER TO BE WIT IT
I HOPE SHE’S NOT TRIP-
SAY LESS, DON’T SAY NOTHING
DON’T CARE ABOUT MINOR TOPICS
I SPEAK THRU WEED AND STAR TREK
WON’T DRINK WITH U IT’S TOXIC
I TREAT EVERY DAY LIKE MY LAST
I KNOW UP ABOVE THEY’RE PROUD OF ME
WANNA BE MY GIRL U GOTTA HANG IT UP
TAKE A DRUNK BABE AND SEND HER BACK TO THE CLUB
I ONLY WANT SOMEONE
IF SHE WANTS ME TOO
I ONLY WANT SOMEONE
IF SHE’S WIT IT WIT IT - STYLE
WIT IT WIT IT WIT IT
WIT IT WIT IT STYLE
I HEAR U GIRL
DOESN’T MATTER HOW U GREW UP
I’LL KEEP IT STYLE AND SHOW U LOVE
BAD BITCH SHE COULDN’T HOLD ME DOWN WHEN I WAS COMING UP
WONDER WHY I KEEP TO MYSELF I KEEP TO MYSELF I KEEP TO MYSELF
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I LOVE U, KIRA
02:17
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kid you not i walk among the prophets
back in the day we used to cry holding guitars
i can see u as a sunday movie
i can see u in the beautiful light
i can whisper thru music in yr headphones
i wanna catch u hanging on the promenade
when u find someone u know that feeling
when u open up someone just gets it
miles on the comm
and yr so far away
hollowing is suite
find me reeling now
routine is such a slog
but i could see u every day
i'm sorry it got me down
but i love u kira
take u in my arms - so
timid and secure - no
time i have just 10 - minutes
harder and harder when
yr winning
leo in the sun can't see me
being creative gets so iffy
at the studio not talking bout ghibli
i know u get that one
miles on the comm
and yr so far away
hollowing is suite
find me reeling now
routine is such a slog
but i'll see u every day
i'm sorry it got me down
but i love u kira
just stay rite
just dont lie
all rite all rite
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team jacob Providence, Rhode Island
evil overlord link: open.spotify.com/artist/7kbVUcOmuJBQLxaWyOQPEr?si=P3d74Pq0S2-XLwWtqnQl2w
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the OG bandcamp album
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