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left my hed
01:44
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somethins up..
cut my skin
real or not
it hits the spot
severin'..
bite the words down
told u 1 thing and i've seen it only that way
i wish we could all go away
i've seen it all
maybe way too much :(
left my hed - fuck that shit
told u i'm good i'm just really tryna vibe here
who will go first i hope it's me
can't be calm w/the people i meet
how does anyone do this shit?
just smile i left my hed ...
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2. |
colorblind
02:53
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CJ’S COLORBLIND
I TOLD HIM I SEE MYSELF WRONG
LIKE INCORRECTLY ER SOMETHING LIKE THAT
WHEN IT’S DYSMORPHIA TIME
MY BEST FRIEND NEVER SPOKE ONE WORD
I UNDERSTOOD HIM SO WELL
NOW THAT HE’S GONE I HURT LIKE HELL
I HEAR HIS VOICE IN EVERYTHING
MY SHORDIES WON’T SHOW ME LUV
BUT I CAN HEAR THEM SINGING MY SONGS
FOUND TRUE LOVE IN BLU RAY DISCS
MY DREAM GIRL ON THE COVER OF THE GRUDGE
(SHOUT OUT KAYAKO)
YEAH YEAH WOAH WOAH
MY LIFE HAS CRACKED ME OUT
SO UNSURE IF I’LL…
IF I’LL FIX IT UP
NOTHING STAYS SUPER LONG
I’M THANKFUL FOR ALL THE POSITIVITY :)
help me
please
help me, GOD HELP ME
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3. |
datashrine
02:31
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i told u i was different
u laughed it all made sense
i wear my heart on me
i guess u didn’t like that
i kept a little box of you
now it’s dust in my room
i told u i was different
can’t believe i’m here again
won’t see u in the future
i’ll catch u when pigs fly
won’t find u on our patch
won’t find u and i like that
welcome to the void
i scream out 4 u
guess i’m just a boy
i’m worthless 2 u
i told u i was different
i saw u go distant
i think i make yr skin crawl
u make me wanna fucken die
darling
i miss u
more specifically
i miss the role u were playing
help me
cope harder
roll u up
smoke it to the filter
welcome to the void
i scream out 4 u
guess i’m just a toy
i’m worthless 2 u
only time will show
if i forget u
my arms’ll keep track
of every time i thot i loved u
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4. |
kiss me slow i wanna die
01:33
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she spoke in tongues i coped
i feel it now
back when she said we moved too fast
i feel that now
kiss me slow i wanna die
i get it now
started to search
for that
tension i can’t wait till it works
anguished desire
false texture
u moved the way out so quick
i slipped and fell head first
she was an NPC
i feel that now
keep that girl away frm me
i feel that now
can’t believe u did that shit
i get it now
i thot u really knew yourself
i get it now
i thank God that i am free
i feel that now
keep that troll away frm me
i feel that now
although yr acting was truly unique
i get it now
ran through lines like it was comedy
i get it now
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5. |
red car
03:12
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Hey what's up? How you been?
haven't seen you in a while
I see you're changing colors like you wanna tell me something
What's on your mind? Staying quiet just to hide it
it must be exhausting I know
We're passing by each other on the sidewalk like we're strangers
And No one in the world knows our secrets that we love
This time
(Ba da da da)
There's no going back
Were we ever really in love?
Was it some desperate attempt to keep you from feeling lonely? Was I was bored?
Trying to fill some void?
So now I lie awake thinking
Is this really as good as it gets?
What an epic troll
U REALLY GOT ME GOOD :)
U REALLY GOT ME THINKEN I WOULD FALL IN LUV 4 REAL
yea i wrote sum songs
hope that you’d sing along
told me i hide my voice
guess u don’t know my style
guess u don’t know me girl
now yr alone 4 real
have fun with all yr plans
take me off the schedule
no two weeks notice
i know yr the coldest
but my blood runs warm
yr dead 2 my world
i’m cringing 4 another
won’t pick up it’s all over
the pieces break apart
break apart ya
Love turned evil
When you broke me
But I'm hopeful
to start again
for a clear head
i’m cringing 4 another
yr acting made me sober
i crawl into my bed
my dreams fuck wit my head
i’m cringing 4 another
yr acting made me sober
i crawl into my bed
i wake up yr not there
thank God yr not there
thank God yr not here
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6. |
show me okay
02:35
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whether yr here or not - it don’t meet shit 2 me
i tried to call her out i tried to add it up
when we held each other tight
the imitation of safety
back when u knew yourself - oh wait u never did
u could be thick or not that don’t mean shit 2 me
why don’t u turn it all off and show me okay?
why don’t u turn it around and show me okay?
won’t u turn it all off?
could u show me who u are?
a couple months ago..
i coulda guessed u were faking it
yeah farm to table counterfeit
a masters in bullshit
i used to thank God i used to pray
i used to thank God for today
u pressed the button yeah u dropped the bomb
and hoped that i would tag along
i opened up you said u can’t relate
i opened up u made a frown-y face
now i walk like i shouldn’t exist
i go blank when i hear my name
disassociate with every day and think of times that make me say
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team jacob Providence, Rhode Island
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the OG bandcamp album
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burn it 2 a CD and never take it out of yr car -- you'll love every second
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