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5ever..
01:54
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..black dress blue eyes
white hair no dye
i’m scared u sure
our clothes the floor
i wait no time
the cold inside
it hurts so bad
i wait for her..
how many times i've tried to tell the truth and hurt you..
i never want to forget you.
wherever you find yourself i wish i'm there no one else
wherever we end our lives i pray to have your hand in mine
what does forever feel like?
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winged eyeliner puff bar
02:05
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blood in my teeth SO FUNNY
while i'm laid out no hope street
you'll be my best friend don't touch me
yea i'll see u soon don't trust me
innocence lost like headphones
say u want me thru the white noise
smoke in the dark i'm a rockstar
angels spin the block like cop cars
i would run 2 u
i would run 4 youuuuuuhewwwwww
i bought u roses but they turned to ash
molly water like cronenberg i wanna crash
if this was years ago i'd say you took the best of me: gold light that would never glow
but memories fill the road like fog
memories like a sign from God
i pray they'll set me free but for now you know that i would run 2 u
i would run 4 youuuuuuuuuhhehheehehewwww
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pour out the dark days into the sky
whole pack of smokes will disintegrate
gave up on love now I feel betrayed
jk jk i'll always feel the same
real love dies in our laptops
take me back to when I was a kid
not saying I wish I was young again
i just want to be an idiot
knowledge is power who the fuck said that?
ignorance is yr friend s/o Paramore
nowadays i go out i just wanna run into you
but it's been so long i can barely remember yr voice
it's so dumb i play chords and pretend that i moved on
but u kno i never lost you, you've been in my head
who really cares about what we do?
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FEEL LIKE ALKALINE
02:48
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wanna feel like alkaline
make friends with yr own kind
inside it's: "i don't know"
cut my arm watch it grow
everything everything is real
if u say it's love then i don't feel
never felt it at all
so it sux 2 kno that all we are:
straight lines and circles
wanna feel like alkaline
dressed up to sit and die
make friends for peace of mind
my life won't make me cry
wish it was wish it was for real
if u say my name then i could heal
and it won't matter at all
cuz it sux 2 kno that all we are:
straight lines and circles
i wish i could tell u but i guess..
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yea i told u that we wouldn't ever grow
looking back on how we lived did we have fun
nailed to the cross harmony of one
u can get it back in blood never made love
yea i'm cruising down the 1 down on 95
just an accidental love pinned against the wall
do u ever think about how u cum across
like an actress in the womb leave it up to God
yea yr an actress -- yr reading my lines
yr not a bad bitch -- u work a 9-5
talk to yr crystals -- that's not where i belong
go burn sum sage but that won't save u lil baby
yea u hate yrself what do the tarot cards tell u?
got me wishing i was data i don't wanna feel again
got me wishing i was pray'd up i don't wanna sin again
don't get too close why do u wanna kiss me -- i don't wanna be sick again
i don't wanna make love
no i just wanna crash
from the tip of my tongue
love slip away the past
i wanna see it when they pull me from the inside
our broken bodies making art on the highway
read the glass from the windshield like a crystal ball
all i need are the sirens to wave me off..
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VOICES DIE
02:42
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so save the claw marks for the wolves
u wrote a soliloquy in my back
read it slow had to twist my neck..
passersby think that i'm crazy
no one could ever see me the same
cuz in the end yr a psycho 2.. :)
and actually your heart belongs to me
i could never let u run away
so actually your soul sings to me
i won't let u have another one
peel my skin i'll cut the cake
voices die let's celebrate
could you buy sum black candles online?
u put a spell on me so i'm good
u know i'm covered in the blood
another skull to toss in the fireplace
oh honestly your heart belongs to me
i could never let u run away
so actually your soul sings to me
i wouldn't have it any other way:
put yr magic on me..
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tide pod wedding party
02:43
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and i thought it was fake but you can go beyond it
and i wonder if we've ever seen daylight
black out break the bottle on my skull
when i go they'll turn it all on you
inside doing tricks thru the stained glass
warmth on our skin melts it down to the bone
cozy with the nanotech swimming in our blood
we're in the way or asleep in a parked car
i wanna dig you out of this dogshit and i'll memorize our voices so we can speak in silence..
already found my purpose don't search for yours it's pointless
so i'll b the one 2 dig you out of this dogshit
with the warmth on our skin they can't make us hurt anymore
when i go they'll turn it all on you..
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IMAGINE TAKING PILLS
02:26
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stay detached for as long as u live
scroll thru all the tears u held back
imagine taking pills for real
just a song will devastate me well to you it's only three chords
imagine taking pills for real
i pray my brain takes it easy on me somedays i want it dead but i'm so lucky to feel everything
imagine taking pills for real
go make yrself numb rite now---
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..BABY IN MY ARMS
03:40
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i wish i could tell you but i guess i don't know you now
way in the future i could picture us around
see you: dull fade, i picture you around
walk by in the hallway tonight
burning in your painting
hear my songs be my words
it'd be fun i guess
wonder why i'm so unsure makes it hard to open up
cuz i'm rite there with you
see u in the future see u in a world that's real
see u soon.
prepare for the worst: my text on read
why do i give a fuck? it's all in my head
house on the edge i'm so lost without you
not sure i can even fake it cuz yr really the only one
it's not that i think you owe me one,
it's that yr really the only one.
cold years alone in bed and it's not fair but i don't care at all
see u in the future see u in a world that's real.
see u soon...
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okay what is it tonight
please just tell me what the hell is wrong
do u wanna eat do u wanna sleep do u wanna drown just settle down
i'll give u candy, give u diamonds, give u pills
i'll give u anything u want: 100 dollar bills
i'll even let u watch the shows u wanna see just marry me
i'm so sick of u tonight
u never stay awake when i get home
is something wrong with me is something wrong with u?
i really wish i knew
i was young, i learned a game
and love and happiness weren't the same
now I'm older and i don't play: i found out the hardest way
i got wasted she got mad called me names and she called her dad
he got crazy and i did too wondered what i did to you..
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team jacob Providence, Rhode Island
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so fucking ugly --- tender & beautiful
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Spirit They’re Gone, Spirit They’ve Vanished
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the OG bandcamp album
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by Pill Friends
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